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wondering how i live
wondering how i'll leave
wondering how i breathe
lost again
trusting sin
lying in limbo
waiting for the devil to come
and the day to rape the nigh
listening to the murders lullaby
screams again
shrieking through the sky
watching them all die
regretting each day as it pass
wondering how long it'll last
wondering how the tide will pass
wondering where i'll next be cast
exiling away from home
loathing the feeling of calm
dreaming of things bazaar
mortful thoughts in this morbid web i've spun
just waiting for the fun to begun
laughing freely
wondering how tall the trees be
wondering how it feels to be free
wondering how i'll end this killing spree
and i drop down into a despair
a dark gaspy place of ravenous bars
an ebony trail lined in crimson fleshful tears
shattering crys for recovery
and u stained her impetuous ears
swallowed up in ur tainted diary of grief
taunting the pauperous souls
freeing them of their eccentricity
and they wait in their shadows
the necropheliacs hunger
and to be my misplaced ophelia with ur soul
obsessing on its energy
and addicted to its taste
the mourning cries out to you
wondering how could you
wondering why would you
wondering what you should do
knowing nothing good or magnificent comes from you
welcome to this piece of mind
to this torturous time
where you all become mine
wondering around in my mind
sitting by wondering how
wondering why ....