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loving memory
where have you gone
loving memory
your slowly fading away, away from me
this isnt how its suppose to be, this isnt possible i lost my memory
grandma you cant go
who is going to make me happy when im sad who is going to make me cookies no one can tuck me in like you to why are u just a memory now
you lost the battle of death and life i know i am going to be just fine
but i would do anything to talk to you, i would even give my heart to another person so they wont be a memory like you.
God why did you haft to take her she meant everything to me it wasnt her time to go she was the only one who raised me right. you taught me whats the answer to 2+2 she was the one grandma that i adore, she was my mother she was my father she was a grandmother like no other she was the one who made me cry and then came and hug me to mmake it feel alright she was the one who heal my injuries and she was the one that i looked up to i didnt want her to go, but i can not be selfish i gotta let this go after she left me things went from good to bad my life took one huge turn i was the only kid with out a grand mom at the age of 12 i felt like i lost a memory i couldnt get it right so when i came to see her and shes not there i start to cry and wonder why isnt she there i want her cookies and her pie even that fruit cup she made for i, so why do you take so many people away away you are even taking my brother away why is my family falling apart and why am i the one whos whos gotta do it to start so im sorry for what ever i dont is the any thing that i can do to make this pain dissapear if not then why havent i dissapeared