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The Fallen's Crap


The Fallen Gabriel
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Turn around, I am here, i can hold you if you'd reach for me
To all my friends im sorry if this offends you, and for those of you i dont know, ******** off. i dont care what any of you have to say,
im tired of people trying to change ******** cuz they think they can. Bytch im me, get used to it, and if you tell me to go cut myself, i'll cut myself right in front of your dumbass just to prove my point, then i'll take your ******** wrists and cut yours, see how you like the feeling. im tired of everyone tryna say all this crap, and they cant back a word of it up. The whole world can just go to hell. my friend asked me to rant, well here i am ranting, so get ******** used to it. here i am gonna say everything i never could.
lets start with this one
1. I HATE LIVING
2. I HATE LOVING
3. I HATE CARING
4. I HATE BREATHING
5. I LOVE BLEEDING
6. I LOVE CUTTING IT MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND
7. anyone that can pretend everything is fine and actually convince people that they are fine, are the best actors ever.
8. Emo kids are the best actors.
9. i hear about 100 voices at any given time.
10. i see what is known as "shadow people" that doesnt mean im crazy.
11. im not ******** crazy.
12. Im just different, and people think different is bad? well then ******** you, im bad.
13. One day it will be too late for you to remember and i will already be forgotten, i will disappear and not one of you will notice.
14. on a day to day basis im fighting back tears.
15. im only doing this cuz i kno noone will read this, and no one cares.

there is alot more, but im bored. and people wont stop texting my phone. thinking is a very bad thing for me, cuz then it makes me think of how ******** up life is. and not just myne, but everyones.
The day is dark and full of Pain.






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i is beauty
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comment Commented on: Sun Jan 18, 2009 @ 12:46am
im not kidding when i say im crying... its funny how much we have in common cause evrything u said... i can relate to it... *tries to hold back tears even though they r already pooring* jamie christopher garbriel... ur the greatest person i have ever met... *hugs u tightly* ur not alone... ull always have me...


comment Commented on: Thu Jan 21, 2010 @ 01:50am
Wow...this sounds a lot like me. You're right though. I'm surprised at how easily people are fooled by how I act. Though I'm easy to forget. I know this because I've gone to school, so close to going over the edge, tears threatening to fall as depression twists my insides, and yet no one even notices. That was the worst day of my life. Only a few of my friends noticed without me telling them. Surprised I'm still here.
Heh. I find it ironic that Savior by 30 seconds to mars was playing as I wrote this.
Oh and it's also ironic that I just got done talking my friend out of suicide just a sec ago.
And your not crazy. You're not the only one who see's things others can't.
I won't forget you. I may not know you from real life but I can't see myself forgetting you.



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