cry I dont get it i feel horible latelly and i dont know WHY!?! I cant stop crying most of the time (Franklly i say this cuz even when im not really crying i can hear myself cry in my own head when i run out of tears) Its like a constant presure in my chest and in my head its ... its like my own dreams and phantasyz are doing this to me ... every time i try to think of something nice and non upseting it just makes it even BADER!!! I cant think positive anymore its like!!... so damn heart breaking that even now that im writing this and listening to a nice piano song im crying at the same time ... it just never ends ... To be honest im not much of a (write what im feeling person) but its my last resort cuz i dont feel like talking but i feel like writing ... (maybe cuz its cuz i have it in my blood cuz of my grandfather {he was a writer} RIP i still miss u alot) ... im sorry but i have to stop writing here cuz im starting to cry again but even louder and my broz here and he hasnt notest my crying ... yet so bye bye Adios... crying
Living to learn and learning to live.
 GabSquare · Tue Dec 30, 2008 @ 08:40pm · 0 Comments |
