EVERYDAY of everynight i think about people and why did i choose them and why did'nt they choose me?@$^&%
i learned and i thought theres no were for me to go and today i got in one HUGE fight with my bf (he made it up thought) i want to go home but theres no were for me to go!!! as most of you know i live in a devorst family know and i have 5 NEW BROTHERS and then theres my 2 sisters!! i can't really think anymore my whole head is losing controle!
my sisters got me so hiped up 2 ask a dude i liked for a long time out and all of that didnt matter to him all he said was that he didnt wanna date somone older then him!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ALL OF MY FRIENDS ARE ATLEST 14 MAYBE 15 BUT IM 16!!!
my whole life is spinning wiht a new bf in real life and then theres the family and then theres ny NEW STEP-DAD how in the world could i call him "daddy" hes nto even my relitize and i just dont know if im ganna beable to LIVE!!! past my sweet 16
Btw - ITS NTO EVEN SWEET MORE LIKE SOUR 16 TO ME!!
~Meg.~
Xx Princess Lollipop xX Community Member 
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