I can't take much more of my mom's attitude on life n s**t. Ok yesterday we had a huge fight, n it was all because of the computer my god! all i asked is if i could have the computer longer n than she goes b***h all on my a**, but guess wat 2 can play at that game.So i was asking her telling her n my dad how i felt n than u know wat the whole reason(i knew by the way) was because of skin color, yep she is was ranting on how black ppl were this n that that if i dated one i was going down hill, well guess wat mother he actually helped my get straight A's!!!!!!! I feel happy when i'm with him, unlike u i don't care about looks i care about personality, u said u liked white guys since u were lil, thats cool i'm not saying anything, than u said u ******** up ur life 4 nothing, ok i don't care! u call me a loser just because u can't handle the truth. I'm tired of all this ok, u've been a b***h 2 dad n i'm suprised he's lasted so long. I say if u want 2 divorce be my guest u've talked about it 4 years, so do it already, i'm done crying 4 u n ur s**t, i'm tired, just plain tired. I love Mom but she's hard 2 deal with, i wish she would just chill, u know this morning she was all apologetic 2 my bro but 2 me, she was ignoring me all day, well i was cool with it cuz i spent most of last night n this morning crying. i'm done n sick of crying 4 her, she just hates 2 lose, i 'm just sick of it i want it 2 stop *softly cries* i've gone threw hell this weekend n i'm sick of it *sobs*
 Blue_Blood_Masquerade · Mon Dec 15, 2008 @ 12:29am · 0 Comments |
