why didn't I just stay calm? D: Why didn't I just shut the hell up!? D<
Ohmy-jebus. I know I was getting on his nerves..=/ why can't I fckin act right and not screw up? Ughhh! I knew I was getting annoying, why DIDNT I SHUT THE HELL UP!?
I know, I just screwed it all up. He thinks I'm annoying now, I screwed it up, I ******** it up, my chances, all gone. SSHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! D<<
I'm so pissed.
I know he won't... He just won't...
if there is a ******** silver lining...I can make it up...and stfu this time.... Man, after not talking- he thought of me. And here I go screwing it up. FKINDAMMIT.
Unless;; he went to smoke....=/
*siigh* dammit...I just hope...he doesn't think I'm some annoying person. it's a curse. I act retarded when I get nervous...
.....mann...I screwed up so...bad... sad
Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Fri Dec 12, 2008 @ 02:19am · 0 Comments |