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Life: each breath i take adds another chain
each heart beat puts another knife through me
and with every second i cry another bullet flies in at me
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	sumthing like suicide in me
	sumthing like suicide in me


sumthing like suicide dont worry world im not doing anything this time i dont want everyone to go into a big panic i just feel like writing a fake suicide note guess that makes me sick in the head or sumthing whatever as if i've ever cared what you think of me tears used to stream down my face so dead and cold wont you miss me your cheeks will be dry as a bone becuase you just do not care you ripped me apart tore me open and severed my heart watch it shatter now i hate you for pretending to love me i hate the lies she told me to replace the fake love i hate that way i make her feel so low and all because of you it had to be you split my skin and spit your pitty no remorse our love is history now look what you've done to me my one true loves im waiting for you here on the other side we'll be happy you know who you guys are shan, mir, & Ry always by my side you guys rode out every storm with me and to my grave i will take every happy memory i forgave the world today everyone for every damn pain i forgot nothing you hav done to me yes my scars are just that deep not one has ever fully healed and never will they ever heal because my soul died long long ago when i sold it away to Lucifer in exchange for the worlds peace in exchange for my loves happiness im nothing to you all not one of you should miss me when im gone i did sumthing stupid today i hurt myself and im sorry you never knew its ok my life has already withered away so say goodbye to me its the end of my line and im walking into the lights love, ME xXMiss AsphyxiationXx · Sun Dec 07, 2008 @ 08:42pm · 0 Comments


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"I'm not saying that I'll love you forever
Hell who am I kidding
Cause were perfect together
Notice that when we talk I can't help but stutter
Your to perfect for words
I just want you forever."
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