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	Broken but Beating
	Broken but Beating

	Forevermore
	Forevermore


Beloved, beloved is the heart that was. Broken, broken is the heart that sill stands I still think you are stronger than me, just not strong enough stay any longer with me. Now all I can say is forever delayed, and I would choke if the words could come out. I cant stand the hear you cry, or watch you slowly die inside because you heard the truth. Surely you haven’t a clue what I do, just because I know your not here to see it. I’m sorry. Surely you know my heart is yours, as long as I have a breath left to breath, it’s for you. I don’t love any of them, not like I love you. And I don’t know why I do the things I do. Maybe, just maybe its because your to far to feel, just to far to be real, to touch or to heal. I need you hear so I can stop looking for someone to fill the void. Why can’t you be closer? The truth is no one could ever fill the void that exists deep within my soul. It longs for you. I long for you, to someday be close enough to feel, so close and so real, to stay forevermore. I don’t love them like I love you, and I cannot gather an explanation, as to why I do what I do. But I hope you can see what I feel is true. I don’t and can’t love anyone the way I love you. I’m sorry I have strayed, and if you read this you will know, why my words were delayed. I would choke if I spoke the truth to you, and that is why I never do. I fear you leaving me. I fear your reaction if I spoke the whole truth to you. I stray because…I fear your goodbye. But my love is forevermore… L3thal Ch3micalz · Sun Dec 07, 2008 @ 04:54am · 0 Comments


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