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Untitled.
When everything feels like a piece of crap, you crept inside your body trying to find the source of all the destruction, seeking for the responses to the unanswered questions or thoughts.
Lost
Hatred. Loathe. Despise. Scorn. Prejudice.
.....

my life is really unfair. sometimes, (actually always) when so miserable, i feel like.....the worst person ever. i want to die. no. dying is too much. dying is terrible. i wanted that i never existed here.

i dont know if i should be feeling this way or not. i dont want to talk about it. i dont want to hear about it. but im still thinking about it! it has been always like this. i always feel like this every time i saw the face or just heard something about it. its bugging me.

i dont know what is happening to me recently or even this day! im always like this. sometimes, im wondering if i am still me, if im still myself. its confusing. its stressing. its pressuring. what is wrong with me, anyway? why am i like this?

i hated myself ever since i was born here. i hate me being a piss off. i hate me being a hot-tempered person. i hate me being someone who isn't. i hate all about me!

-Gullible GingerBread-
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    Etsamaru Tsubaki
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    Fri Nov 21, 2008 @ 01:05am


    This is sad... I felt this way for a long time.


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