k well when i get really bored i do things like this listening to gay music like paris hilton looking for people who talk to me but thats not proply wat will be best for my inner self cuz right now its screaming for paris to stop.XD
um....sigh....i dont know what to say....im so in the ground i could classified as buried alive....i was looking at rins today thinking that i would ask someone close to me to marry me and i found the perfect ring and its beautiful but....it was going to be a christmas present i know ill be shot down....not only too young but(like that matters) the feelins arnt the same.... emo nothing i do is good enough....i dont know what else to do....i want to be prefect for her.... crycrying