*Siigh* What possessed her to leave us? When she knew how un-happy it would make it? Even if she was with Victoria- The one she made fun of. Like, we both called her stupid, and the way she rolled her eyes. I know, she was with her because no one else was there. Prolly because she heard us talking. Even if she did she had no right to blow me off. Or maybe she did.
Any who I'm glad it's over. I hope. And that maybe not much notice. Gawd, but deep inside I didn't want it to be like that. We were talking about jobs, apartments, freshman- It sounded awesome. Damn.
Not the first time, is it? =/
And that fact we're alone now. I don't mind, even if it has to be like that until I leave. Freshman loners are funny/cool. With braces? O; I guess I got my wish ;-;
But still~ There's so much to look forward to. I'm such an idiot, but it was faster this time. 'Good.' Man....
So many things. =/ Just looking back is hard. ''make her laugh'' Dx
*Siigh* I'm just gonna take it how it is. Maybe look forward to him, noticing me more? =o I think he likes me. ''I hope so.'' Gaawwwssshh... Nanners is right. I should just leave it be and socialize like a hyper person. o-o;; Love meh, love meh nawt. Felt like crying .___.
[******** it Dx
''Drown the world, in hope of return. Shatter the glass- Embrace the burn, Reach out for the only 'household' lies-- Where elastic stings, and eternity dies."
Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Sun Nov 09, 2008 @ 05:53am · 0 Comments |