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oh, phillip...my vision is blurry and i feel dizzy...i hope i don't faint. fainting is scary. and these wires are hurting me cause i did all that runn--but you didn't need to know that. i dont have to delete it because you will have no clue abouw what i was saying. and i'm really glad you didnt use yellow font this time. "school to shut down forever" but then we'd ALL beidiots i like to think that i'm smarter than the average kid my age. And the average high-schooler. "the person i like know that i like them" hehehehe....i'd say it was juicy, but i think all the limes messed up my brain. "a friend better than the ones i have" if you hate me, then just say so, and tell me never to talk to you again! you don't have to just put it up in your journal and wait for me to see it! this is the worse thing anyone could do to my overly-sensitive and emotional self at the moment, exhept telling me that my long-missing girl has just died in a car crash while she was typing an email to me explaining why she'd been out of contact for so long! "all the manga i could dream of (manga that i like would also help) " getting a job would help with that. go job hunting as soon as you turn 14. "just going to wish..." wishing never solved anything. you have to go out and actually do something about it. we've all had days like that. One time, my big project from video grpahics decided to become corrupted, and we couldn't open it! and it was finished! and the copy we had made was corrupted too! and i have to stop thinking about sausages and eggs! why must my guy friends have conversations that are full of easily translated pr0n-slang? i am not pure! what if someone hates me for that? oh, i'd love to go out with you, but you've a dirty, dirty mind, my girl. and the lunch lady always calls me "honey" and asks me how my day has been. then she says i'm a very nice girl. And RJ's football conversations sound like he took a girl to his house to "study" and it's freaking me out that i think of that when he says certain things about football. i might be in a crazy, drunken, ramble of a paragraph and now i want blood and meat. and your day has not "sucked" (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA) i think you're making a big deal out of some small things. you need your sleep. at least you don't seem to suffer from constant stomach aches, like i do. in fact, i have one now. it might be due to stress. or maybe i'm insan e, and am only imagining the stomach ache. but it feels real. maybe that 5th slice of pizza was one slice too many. maybe i should read more gay porn. i think i'm just typing random stuff and things concerning porn so that you'll get wierded out and angry and confused. i'm getting tired of "Urizen" by Stoa.

my journal comment was too long for the maz chracters, so i PM'd it to you! whoo!
HEY! it said it wouldn't work, but it did! those lying bots! stupid 51s and 404! it's getting hard to read the letters on the keyboard, too! luckily, i know where most of them are! i just mess up on my "p" and "r"
..."Oh, Phillip! I love you so much! Kiss me! Kiss me!!" that just popped into my head, but it wasn't you name. so i changed it to fit. now i dont remember where it came from or who's name was originally on it. do you have any idea whymore of my dreams havbe guys in them than girls? where it's just another person i'm with, it's a girl. when it's a group of people, usually they're guys. kinda wierd. like that time i went to the beach and stuff. i should post that in my journal since i already typed it up for angel. that stupid whore. and i think i've been reading way too many card capter sakura doujin stuff.

gonk i miss cardcaptors...

Oh and phillip I hope your day gets better.