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Chronicles of the Cardinal Blade........
I love music, and writing fantasy. This journal will be excerpts from a recent fantasy novell involving an old japenese samurai.
Not So Random Re-visit...
As I've said before, its all gone away, the pain of my horrid world...

If I died today would you mourn for me? Cry, be sad, and hurt for me? They say time heals all wounds; how much of it will it take to heal you of me?

To some, I'm a heartless man, and I can only agree. I've done unto others what's been done to me. I've cheated, in the past, and hurt, in the present. All I can say is this:

The pain inside is so unreal, if I could, I'd take it all away.
Because like beauty? Selfeshness lies in the eye of the beholder.

With that said, then what of you? The one that's done me wrong. A dream of hell, that claims the Earth, the pain you gave my mind? I loved you once, and ruined it hard, a mistake I want to relive, but then I see what I have now, and see that the mistake held more power. With your hurt and my pain, mixed all into one, I saw what I must to right my wrongs. It was you who never accepted the apology, you that never truly recovered. Again, if I could I'd take it all away. You live your life, feeling without meaning, yet why is it that I've found mine?

I bleed from many wounds, she mends them with care.
My heart is cracked, and near broken, she glues it with love.
My life is a waste of time, she gives it all meaning.
My mind is dark, and full of black, she is the light I seek.

To you I say I LOVE YOU. To you. To Freya.





 
 
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