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So, I got to go live with my boyfriend all summer. It was pretty fantastic, and very loving, but now here I am back at school and having the same kind of s**t to get over all over again. My fear of essays, my crazy friends, missing my boy like crazy, and so on. But I feel like I have much more support now than before, somehow. I still get night-terrors over it (not often, but I had one last night), I still get tired and mopy, but I have a lot of things to make me strong and hopeful now. So I feel on-track, for the most part.

My one real worry right now is that I'm getting insomnia trouble again, which is something that's not bothered me for a year and a half or so now. But I had a really good day today, so I hope I can n** it in the bud now. Insomnia is pretty horrible, in the way it debilitates your entire life, and getting rid of it often involves a lot of deep changes, but this time I think I'm bigger than it. Woo.