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Okay, this is probably a good thing to write about... I'm surprised that I haven't done it yet. (Or at least in this much detail). This is Ky's coming out story: This took place this August, two weeks before college initiation. When I came out, my parents stood there... my dad nodded and gave me a hug and told me that it was okay and that he supported me. My mom just gave me a look and said I was obviously joking, waited until he left the room and slapped me. She took everything that night, anything I could use to contact the outside world. My cell, my laptop, my house and car keys, etc. She wanted to make sure that if I did leave the house, I wouldn't be coming back at all without her knowledge. And she's so lucky that I'm 18, because it's not child abuse anymore, and I can't afford a lawyer. I really really wish my dad was more assertive, he's such a good guy, but he backs down to my mother. Things have gotten a lot better now that I don't live in the house. My mom acts like none of it happened, and she's nice to me again... but I'm still scared. I'm the second child, expected to be a boy, turned out to be a girl. Supposed to be good at math, but turned out better at art. Has a runaway imagination, but no sense of constant management, and a slightly crappy work-ethic. My brother is everything my mom wanted to see in me, and he's older. She doesn't want to admit that she likes who he is more, but if he makes a decision, my mom stands by it, no questions asked. -sigh- I just want to be able to love who I want to without being told what I should be doing and who I should be loving. Well then, woot for the depresso, emo-ness.
Ky_the_22nd · Sun Sep 21, 2008 @ 09:54pm · 0 Comments |
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