...Odd, isn't it? How we really can't see what other people do...in us.
Psy-vampire? As in, a psychic vampire? You've never heard of a...?! gonk To Google, dear.
I shall attempt to reply, although this will be somewhat more difficult for me (because I don't do this often) and it will certainly be awkward.
You do not act like a disgruntled female! I was going to put that in Caps Lock, but... You don't! Either I don't know you that well, or you don't know what a female is. You're very masculine. Truly, I feel like a girl around you.
I suppose I've never told you how self-conscious you make me. I get so easily embarrassed with you, I never feel as though someone like you should even be talking to me. You have a..."pull." Something did, in fact, draw me to you in Towns and if you really are ever so "weak, pathetic, and undesirable," then I would not be here, trying to write you this extremely uncomfortable comment. I would not be talking to you at all, would never have... approached you at all. Your "pull," Daryn, is one...well, gentle and somehow firm, as well. I can't quite explain it so.
I don't know what it would be about you that would bring him to tears, but you must have talked to him so...In the way you do. You are...beautiful. s**t, please don't take it quite the way most people would. But you are. There is something about you, perhaps, that makes you appear as so much more than pixels. One can truly see, that even online, you are human. Is that what it is? It would break my heart, somehow, if ever I found out you were not who you say you are, because every word you type down confirms your existence is everything you make it out to be.
You would make me cry, were I...I don't know. But I can feel you! You put me in your shoes! (I hate the saying, but there.) Even as I sit millions of miles away, simply reading whatever it is you've written, I somehow feel as...one, with you. Does that make sense?
Well, I tried. Every word is the truth, here written.
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