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	my curse!
	my curse!


My first 3terms of highschool have gone by with a click of a finger.now i have amazing new friends, good achdemic acheiving levels and a posibly boring but an overwhelming life. As for my family my brother had choir concert that bored but i'm still really proud yet every girl that sets eyes on him goes gaga,my dad finally finished the plans for my grandmothers house as the roof has already been finished and they're working underneath house which means the whole thing should be finished in about 3 months time,my mum well she's struggling with the fact that her mother has dementure and stays at her place every 3rd weekend,she also got her tax return and grabbed herself $4000 to spend on the house and exspensies. Even though most of my life was going well i still had one little proplem to deal with.well i have to pick between to guys exactly the same that they could be twins but aren't related,look anything alike or ever met at all during they're life.At least i don't think so? Guy no.1 i've known him since 3rd grade,we met one day after school as i was wating for my parents to me up from he was 1 grade higher than but i was kept down but when it came to grade 6,the grade 6&7's were mixed together to form the grade known as upperprimary but i was surprizngly put in the same class as him but back then i didn't realise i had feelings for him then.once it go close to end of the year i didn't want him to go thats when i realised i had feelings for him.it came to the end of year and it was his last day tried to get him alone and tell him how i felt but i didn't have the guts and i chickened out.it was my senoir year of primary school and it was the middle i had forgetten about all about him and how he was going until he showed up at my school one morning,i didn't notice cause i was listening to my fave song on my ipod my brother tapped me on the shoulder and told me he was there.i got out of the car and walked up to him we started talking and just as i was about to tell him how i felt the bell went off which ment that i had to go to class and he had to go to the train station to catch his train.the second time i saw him it during the state of origin at the rsl,he was with his dad and his brothers,i went over and talked to him but my step dad was mocking me while i was talking to him so i had to go back and get pissed off at him for it and that was the last time i ever saw him and i mean EVER saw him.a few days ago my brother came home and said that he saw him at school cause his cusin is friends with my brother and they both do touch for the school,i was happy to hear he was there but i really wished i was there to see him.he can be sweet,kind and funny but often anouying.so thats guy no.1 Guy no.2 i met this year at the beginning of grade8,i got to know him better when he and i were assigned to be lab parteners for science. for a while i thought he liked me but little did i know he was falling in love with my bestfriend.when i found this out i was upset but happy for my bestie.i gave her advice on how she should deal with it and she took all of it but it made him more into her before.as the weeks went by he became more and more into her and every I.T lesson we had he would always send her flirty emails saying "i love you forver" or "i would kiss your right now if it wasn't for the banning of the PDA(public displays of affection)" and i would had lovely joy of watching her freak out everytime she saw a message.as the days went by word spread around the school that she lliked him even though she denied that did like him she told me that she likes someone else who remains anoymus to this day.it came to the 2nd last day of term2 and the teachers gave us no work cause they were still marking exam papers.it was in home.ec and we were watching 2007 australian fashion awards or something of that genre but anyway,we were talking during the awards and it came to the subject of him she said didn't like him and i believed her for some reason.that she texted me saying that she was going out with guy this she didn't like and needed help to break up with him, i tried replying but i ran out of credit.the next day was the sports carnival,i was mucking around with him and i accidently blrutted out that she was going to dumb him.he said it was better to get hurt now then later.she sent him a text saying that she would give him 3 weeks to take her back as a friend.3weeks of holidays went by and when we all got to school were so ready to tell everyone about our holidays.when she turned up to school i gave her a hug and said things went from bad to worse.he didn't turn up for school but it surprize me.one day while the 40 famine comminty was raisin money at school,to raise money they were selling cupcakes.while i was happly eating my cupcake he started saying that she was a liar and i just got completly sick of it and shoved the cupcake in his face then since they were only $2 he shoved it in my face too.later that day during last period we were in the tec house finishing off our jobs when i convinced her to tell him how she really felt about him.the next day at school he showed me text that she sent him it said that he was a "big fat ugly ct!".he treatned to show the teacher whhich would resolve in her either getting expelled or having an afterschool detention.i thought he was bluffing but to astonishment he actully did and the punish wasn't that bad she only got afterschool detention and her phone taken off her for a week.a few weeks after all this happened they started talking again and things went back to normal.i realised since all this happened we'd all become closer in many ways.guy no.2 can be a jerk around his riends but when you get him alone he can be really really sweet and kind yet he is also very sensitive. now for the people who read this i could really use some advice please,please help ME!!! memories94** · Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 09:03am · 0 Comments


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