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Lenfer's Notes and Biography..
This is for anything I need to write down and keep note of. Of course it includes things about me and the 'real' me. You are free to browse and comment whenever you please.
I am No Human


I used to think the world was full of fantasy and miracles, destined to make even the deepest frown turn into the brightest smile. A small wound would heal and make you even stronger as time progressed...
That was childhood..
Though not far from it, I have come to realize that life is full of darkened bricks lain out for the lonely traveler upon the path of depression and insanity. People love to pour salt in your wounds. To farther push the traveler into a path of self destruction. Though, if lucky enough, the traveler won't commit suicide and die like everyone else.
I stray from that path. I refuse to live a normal life. I refuse to live a sad life.
If at all, I will not take the cowards way out.
....
Humans.
The problem.
The reason while we all will die in hell flame one day.
And do not comment upon this.
It is truth.
Though some may not be, others are corrupt.
Choosing to tear apart an already crumbling empire of people destined to only look forward into their slow demise.
I choose not to walk that path anymore. To be as one would say, "only human."
I tear my ties and bloodline away from pitiful human life to something much broader and worth my short time on here.
I will no longer live the life of a "depressed teenage girl desperately in need to fit in"..
I am my own person. Not human. Not mythical creature. Call me an "idiot" if you will for saying I'm not human. Tell me I'm just a dumb kid with a wish to be something better than what I really am. I am better than human. I am much better.
No comment.

~Ciel.


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