You see, I don't have any clothes to wear. So, I can't take a shower until I have some. So, I'm doing the laundry. I hate sitting around in pajamas. .____.;
This weekend, I am meeting my almost stepdad's kids. My sister wants to go to The Zone (a huge arcase with lazer tag and prizes and kids screaming everywhere). Mom isn't saying anything becuase she knows she's going to leave the kids with me and pick me up from wherever later, she doesn't have to go. She won't go. She's a sociaphobe, I swear. -Deep sigh- I just wanna chill at a movie if I'm going to be watching after them. It's quiet. They won't talk. I'll buy them a bunch of sodas and candy and then unleash them upon my mom when we get home. (I did that before with Rachel. Oh, Rachel was wound up and bouncing off the walls. She was small though, and she wasn't as exposed to the wonderful world of sugar high. Mama got mad.)
On monday I have a drie time. My wish to get a drive time this week failed. And that reaaaaally sucks. Becuase I don't have a lot of time left to finish them. And... Well yeah .___. I might fail. They won't let me get a driver's license as early and mymom will hae to pay like 50 bucks or something D; And I'll get into trouble. But I get into trouble often anyways.
If I get around to it I might draw something. Have no idea yet, I had an idea a while ago but... Yeah .w.; Lost it.
I hada strange dream two nights ago. My cousin Kait was there. And so was Aunt Sue. Aunt Sue was deeply saddened by something, and even a little crazy over protecting something.. And I visited my cousin's school (Some huge academy for literature and such, a smart schook D; ) The peoplke there were mean. I mean, just plain cold. I had another dream last night but I don't remember anything more than it was a dream. It doesn't feel like it was something really important though.
I brushed my dog this morning and now she keeps walking over to me and giving my puppy eyes. Like she really loves me now D: But seriously, she walked up to me and her coat looked bad xD Like bed head for dogs. I couldn't let her stay like that. She looks a bit better now.
I'm killing flowers. Like I can't keep mine alive. I guess I need to water them more often. ALL THE FLOWERS FELL OFF D: It makes me feel like a terrible caretaker D'X
I shouldn't have kids.
Ah, that's it for now. I might write more later, if I draw something especially. :3
 bittersweet93 · Fri Jul 11, 2008 @ 03:46pm · 0 Comments |
