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-change of name,updated/edited-(read/comment) |
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there's a reason behind why i changed my name..I had a former life that every time i saw my own name it just brought up memories i did not want or need anymore. lets just say that before i met any of you,(my current family one whom i absolutely have my full trust& faith in)there was with a group of individuals these people..people expected me to act like a pretty pretty princess,be girlie,like prissy and to throw a fit etc..and to be a succubus...and i have changed alot since then..i'm not their little doll anymore i haven't been for several months since october/november of last year. they don't own me..these people really put stress on me to be all prim and proper and to continue being the flirt that i used to be.And I'm not much like that anymore so i had to put it all behind me. for my sake. they thought they owned me. and never treated me as a person just a play object. and i'm really only 5'1 and i get pushed around very easily.. i have alot of friends and loved ones that are around for me and i can just be myself without worry or fear.with the people in my life now i'm happy. happier than i've been in a long time.so to my current new family,mother,owl,Jizabel,merry,riff,mika,cainie,kiwi,kore,vinny.dai,sozou,isabella,ion,tea,sugar,& spoon.I give to you my thanks for helping me rid myself of a past that did not was killing me inside,for you all are the family that i have had for awhile now, that has treated me as a person and given me a reason to smile each and every time I speak with one of you, thank you from my heart.Yes Jizabel,I'm still only yours my darling,still your little dove you belong to me and I belong to you. have no fear about that my darling ash blond angel of death.anything you and I have said,are about to do or have done together still stands.I am by your side.for it is where i belong.with you always.
Cuilpantiel Scoiatael · Mon Jul 07, 2008 @ 12:44am · 2 Comments |
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