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Poems, I had forgotten about- Read? :3
[Reason For My Name]
-Pain Killers-
So, I have no idea how to start Deep, but people tell me I’m just deep all the way around.I guess -_-’-Over The Top, Over The Top, SCREAM AIM N’ FIRE!------------
There’s this drug, I take every three weeks.And it’s like an indescribable feeling every time I take it.I can’t breath, but I feel Oh So reassured that I’m still attached well to life.Just when I feel like the pieces have fallen, and when my tears have run dry...I take this pill, and the suppressed darkness around me shatters into light.
God’s Fingers run through my hair and wipe my tears away.Through this pill is a place I know deeper then heaven.It’s somewhere much, much deeper.It’s somewhere darker then heaven, but I still smile when I call it’s name.I sleep better, I close my eyes tighter and I last longer.The pieces re-align and my feet are stuck firmly to the ground once more.
Once I slowly lose it again, I try to hold it in.I owe this pill my life, and for that I try to hold it out a bit longer.But in return this pill needs to be taken, and I am it’s addict.I kiss this pill every night and close it tight in it’s bottle.I watch it, and thank my personal savior for it’s place in my soul.I could never wish to repay all that this pill has healed me for.It has done so much more then make me an addict to it’s nurturing way.
It has held me in it’s essence and carried me to bed in it’s arms.I always think to take this pill sooner then due time.But for me to think so, pains me more then prescribed for.Inside this pill is something much more then a pain killer.It’s a life that I breathe in, that I barely touch with the fingers of my soul.
It’s my love for the reason to live.
This pill, is mesmerizing.And for that, I am also it’s pain killer.
I am also a reason for it to hold on a bit longer, and I will always kiss it goodnight.
We both hold on to each other, the reason we both stay alive.We are Eachother’s pain killers.
I Promise To Take You away...
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-Let us breath together? It's our ending-
Right now, here in your arms, in the "Between" of your soul.
Where else should I be?
Where else should I stay, if it’s with-out you the world has clasped before me.
Here, Right now in your hands.
Breathing your air, as you breath in mine.
Here is where I want to be, and anywhere else would not suit my soul right.
Your blood is closing in on us tight, and mine drips loosely around us
Right now, I am closing my eyes and kissing you goodnight.
Why you? I ask to my saviors, I ask why you have come to be, why not some other
person that could have come to be?
But your the only one close enough to step up, So I don’t shun you away.
I’d hold on to you longer,
breath you in deeper,
love you more,
and kiss you often.
Unfortunately as the sun and skies fade away...
Today,
Right now,
It’s time I fade with them.
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-Shut Up Man! //So much more then we deal with// Go AWAY!-
Hands are around me and I can't breathe when I'm down on the ground,
This feeling is beating, such a faster sound,
Then how we are moving and I can't get you off my mind,
I can feel your chest heavy, your thoughts leaving me behind,
In the empty room, you bring in a quiet noise,
That when I can't stop breathing, every other sound it destroys.
Your hands on my face, and every other place I would hate to guess,
A feeling when I'm on you, that I'd never confess,
And the room won't shut up with all it's calling for,
Your on my neck, and down my spine, but I want you to do so much more.
I'm holding you and your breath is reaching faster,
What your leading me for is a disaster.
We are tangled, with something I'm hanging on the edge for,
That when I'm next to you, I hear you beg for more,
And I have your arms, placed around me, letting everything slide by,
And we're stuck on a level of something you wish you were on, so very high.
And people are coming and going, but we just want them to shut up,
But all they really want, is a close up,
Of what they know they can't have, of what they know they want,
Because they already know, they hate us and we don't need to taunt,
I'm with you now, and that's all that means anything to me,
And when I'm with you, I feel like I'm free,
My hands can't keep off of you,
I know that there is so much more that we can and should do,
And I'm taking your breath away by just calling your name,
Such an intoxicating feeling that we both know we can't tame,
We're here and we're more then just together in all form,
That when we are here in this place, We know it's so warm.
I can't get off of you, and you can't either,
We both know we need to take a breather,
We're here, and so many more things are moving besides our heart beats,
And what we're tasting is so much better then sweets,
I want everyone just to shut up,
And Let's stay here forever.
 Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Mon Jul 07, 2008 @ 12:33am · 0 Comments |
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