What kind of cousin am I? I let Kathy get way too much alcohol tonight, knowing what the state of her mind is right now...
Backtrack. I met a bunch of Kathy's friends a few days ago. Awesome people to talk to. I like them. ^^ Anyway, Samantha invited us over for a movie-and-alcohol party Saturday *that was tonight... er... [checks time stamp] last night*.
We're both reluctant at first, but then all this crazy stuff with Kenny happened between him and Kathy, and then my own emotional issues involving Matt, so we both decide that it's high time to get drunk.
So we get there and out come the beverages. Kasey is an expert drink mixer, and has been since he was in his freshman year of college, so he mixes up a Sex on the Beach for Kathy and one for me. Yummy stuffs...
Anyway, while I was watching the movie, *forgot what it was now*, Kathy apparently decided to down two shots of 90-proof stuff. I don't know what, but even though she's just about my size, she's a hella lightweight drinker... so needless to say, she was the happy drunk, then got all weird... and of course with that much alcohol, she became very flushed... so, never having to actively deal with a drunk roommate/cousin before, i was hella worried...
Thankfully, we made it home okay *Jeff gave us a ride home*, but still... she drank because she was so stressed out about Kenny. I know that... I knew that, yet I still let her drink...
And for those who wonder about my title for tonight... it's mostly a rhetorical statement... would I wish for the ability to not feel? Sometimes, I wish I could... then the pain could go away because I wouldn't feel it...
Gah... at least the alcohol's mostly worn off on me... but I'm so sleepy now, I think I'm going to bed.
 Aquafire · Sun Nov 07, 2004 @ 10:27am · 4 Comments |
