it's really weird.....the way my "family" is.
today father's mother called yet she didn't want to speak with her son (I for one am thankfull that she didn't want to talk to me....not like she thinks I'm part of the family anyways stare ),instead,she sents my little cousin.
from what father said , his mother wasn't happy,I couldn't care less for her but it's my cousin the one that worries me.
mother said that the first time she actually met father's family was basicly after she had said her wedding bows and that's when she noticed that they were all a bit out of touch with reality.
it scares me how twisted that woman can be,I don't think she should have been allowed to raise kids in the first place but then again....I do hate her twisted
don't get me wrong , I do have bases for my believes.
I could go on but whats the use besides......his side is of no interest to me whatsoever......probably the only one that liked me from that family is dead cry
they all say that I'm alot like her.....too bad she died so young and in such a horrible way.....it's funny.....if I'm so much like her,then I refuse to believe that she wasn't happy......'cause I'm really happy.......but I do believe she always hide the true self from the family...after all,they are and were disfunctional....they never really had conversations with one another thus that makes me think that she had another life when she was away from everyone (father tolled me that he knew that she was also bi like me.....)
 yamiruri · Fri Aug 26, 2005 @ 01:46am · 0 Comments |
