I feel so different today, I have a bit more confidence now and plan to start leading my own ship. Who cares that she spent money, as a friend of mine said, SHE spent the money so she should have gone. I can't spend my life being controlled just because someone spent money on myself or my child. It wasn't something I would have chosen in the first place so If I don't want to go tomorrow that is not her decision.
Second, I've been toying of the idea of cutting "him" out of my life. He doesn't contact me, has a life I'd be ashamed of, and frankly I feel I'm doing all the contacting. If he wants to be with me he would be, and I don't think he is. I think he is out there doing whatever he wants to do. If someone really loves you, they contribute and try to make things better, and they don't let the other person do all the work.
Its been three months, I made a comment in his profile and he never contacted me though I did see him on twice already. can we NOT play these bullshit little games?
You little b*****d, I see you online right now, yess I do!!
 Jayce Reinhardt · Wed Jul 02, 2008 @ 12:20am · 0 Comments |
