to anyone who got worried for me due to my previous entries (you know who you are 3nodding .....I could count you guys but......I'm lazy blaugh )....I could say sorry and probably should,so here it goes.......sorry,to anyone that cared for me and got affected by what I wrotte.....but I won't deny the fact that I came close to saying goodbye forever this week.....the thing about me not knowing who I was......I guess I could say that it has been fixed....I'm actually really happy right now,happier than what I've been all week (even though I got yelled at again by the mother sweatdrop ....you can't get it all),mostly all of the problems that have been bugging me this week have been put aside (note:they are NOT resolved)......I guess lack of sleep (along with everythingelse),got the best of me sweatdrop ......I swear.....as soon as I get some free time,I'll start a guild for all of you who happen to hate my parents blaugh I'll be ok.....really,I will......I just have to wait one more week and then I won't see that all day long (no one can truly understand how happy THAT makes me)......now,onto something less annoying.......or whatever sweatdrop (no,I'm not drunk...I just can't hear my own thoughts c'cause of this stupid tv twisted )...I'm thinking of becoming a bartender just so I can scape this RA forsaken place for good.....I'm still gonna be a...whatever.....but I don't think I can stay in this place for four years without going even more insane than what I already am (I know.....I don't think it can be done either),well whatever.....I gotta go now and do nothing.....yay for nothingness 3nodding ...it's fun whee
yamiruri · Sun Aug 21, 2005 @ 03:17am · 2 Comments |