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why is it that i feel like my friends in real life don't care about me... i don't know, but sometimes it just kinda feels like that... my one friend always asks me why i'm on gaia basically all day, and i'm sick and tired of asnwering that question... it seems to me like i have better friends online then i do in real life sometimes... i don't know why... i have many friends on gaia, but my friends who play don't really get friends, they just run around trying to make gold, and following me around through my friends. they always say i'm so rich, and i should give them things, but the only reason why i'm rich is because i've poured myself into this site, made friends... worked me a off... i really need to think about things i just feel depressed lately... it's like even if i seem happy online, i'm probably just trying to cover up my sadness, which is very easy with letters on a screen.... people always say 'i'm sorry' which isn't a bad thing, but sometimes i just hear it over and over again.... i need something.... but i don't know what it is.... Arancia** · Fri Aug 19, 2005 @ 07:04am · 3 Comments


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Fri Aug 19, 2005 @ 06:59pm

ahhhh yuna I hope you dont feel that way i am sorry if me and moronica dont treat u well? I have known u sense kindigarden and ur soo nice dont change!!!!! Hey hahahaha i do have friends on gaia btw lol i just have a slow comp u kno. I dont realy care that ur rich i just go on to chat I mean ya sure internets fun but we still invite ya 2 things!! Plz dont be mad at any of us well maby moronica.... lol rofl . She just acts that way to everyone and yes 2 me 2! If u let the stuff that u just said get 2 u, you wont be are good old pall and everyone even though some others *looks the other way twords moronica* dont seem like they care we realy do!!!! Hope ya feel better!!!!!!

See ya soon!!!!!

Laura

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Sat Aug 20, 2005 @ 03:03am

I've only got a few IRL friends, I have tons more gaia ones, that really do care. So I suppose we are in the same boat. 'Cept people don't get mad at me because they know I'd never call them anyways. It's becasuse of my personal hatred of land lines, and no good cell phone plan. I don't really hang out with people either, unless it's a festival or they invite me to their b-day party (I got to go to one tomorrow, Katie is turning 14. blaugh )
(Kurumi_rie is Katie)

You're one of the best friends I have, P. You aren't just a gaia friend to me. You feel like much more. biggrin
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Tue Aug 23, 2005 @ 07:15pm

Hi Laura!!!

i hope you weren't talking about me in that little rant. It didn't seem like it, but you can never be certain....
wow! 3 new Emails.... no more reviews, though.
you're my friend! at least, i think so.. but i thought that about Adam, too...(and still kinda think that) he doesn't talk to me anymoe...ever...and i'm sure he changed his Email... but we do stuff in RL and stuff on wired, too! IM, PM, uh...you went to my b-day party....and ame over to my house this summer...and we went to the movie yesterday....and we have homeroom together.... and j-san better check her Email before school starts. (yes, it is no longer -chan. she's grown too distant. and i think she's older than me.)
.....i can't remember what i was thinking about. there's books in the school library for things like that...

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