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I'm going to die.
He hates me now.
At least I told the truth.
Damn, the truth sucks.
But, I guess if he doesn't forgive me then that's just the way it is.
DAMNIT. Who am I kidding. I love this guy. I would be a mess without him. But I guess I deserve it. I can't believe I'm such an a*****e. He deserve someone better than me. It's hard to talk to him now. Knowing I hurt him. Or did I? Yes I did. ._. Maybe I can't be forgiven. I thought he'd understand, doing it himself. Twice. But that was before we were married.
I'm such a screw-up. I can't do anything right. I miss him so much. It hurts. I don't know what to say or do. Maybe nothing. Just wait right? Time heals everything...
 Amster · Mon Sep 27, 2004 @ 03:32pm · 0 Comments |
