I don't expect anyone to understand were I'm coming from....actually,I don't think I understand myself anymore.
I guess I'm confussed about most of the stuff thats going on in my life......I guess it's because I'm not allowed to tell anyone....maybe thats way I feel this way........I keep thinking about it.......the problems......they wake me up at night and won't leave my mind.
it's funny......how no one really knows everything that is bothering me......everyone knows one side but......I don't know.......I can't talk to annyone about it...why?.....not allowed to.......the problems......I can take care of them but I just wish they wouldn't pile up like this.
it's funny that I'm more worried about it than he is.......whatever,I really don't care anymore and I'm lying about not caring.......I can't make up my mind (great)
I've keeped this inside for way to long.......it's really only a matter of time before she takes over......just like she said she would.
I'll never know the answer to my question,will I?.......who am I?......labels are of no use....though I love to hear them as often as I can...........I'll never really know....'cause I've never really been here......you can't kill what has never been borned
 yamiruri · Wed Aug 17, 2005 @ 12:36am · 0 Comments |
