I bought a room in an apartment complex today. I'm moving to Yuma, Arizona. Zach's being stationed there, and so I'm moving Sep. 23. I'm really nervous, and for some reason, here in my messy room, in the house I've lived in all my life, it doesn't seem real. I grew up here in this house, in the room I'm in right now. And, in a little over a month, I'll be moving into an apartment complex in a town I know next to nothing about. I'm not ready, but Hell, at this rate I'll never be ready.
My mom's always told me that it takes me a bit longer than everyone else in the world to make changes in my life. Had Zach not pushed me, I wouldn't be getting my drivers' licence next week (Ironically, exactly a month from when I move). I'll be ready when the time comes to leave. I'm done here in this house. I barely see my mother all day, and when I do, we make snide remarks to each other. Things are so tense here that it's time I leave. So, I am.
 Elainya · Mon Aug 15, 2005 @ 09:52pm · 0 Comments |
