why dont we? we can stand, gutless, and tell lies. we can w8 for the future, the truth.
im tired of this lying, i wont do it
And if I hurt you then I'm sorry
Please don't think that this was easy
Its always me? huh? cause im young, cause i'm a girl? cause im a hopeless? cause im different? is that why? just when i thought......
It's to dying in another's arms
And why I had to try it
I f*cked this up big time didn't I? I'm sorry.... Its me.... I'm screwed up..... I'm not right. thats why i need something......someone
And if this is what it takes
Just to lie in my mistakes
And live with what I did to you
And all the hell I put you through
Depression is a feeling, a name. Its a life, a state of mind. Its different this time. Emo is a fear. I fear, but i dont bleed it.... the fear that I'm right... I will die alone, wont I?
And you tell me
That it's over
But I can't stand here in a patch of four leaf clover
I'm not gonna live like this... I cant give up..... but I wont sin for you. I wont sin for anyone.
God, I miss you
I thought i had an amazig chance in front of me... I thought god was giving me a chance for once, for once he chose someone like me.
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
It's always you and my big dreams
Is it wrong to be this way? Is it wrong to let myself slip so far from home..... and like it? Was i wrong to think I was special, to think I was ever good enough for anyone? that i was perfect, in any way? that i deserved this?
And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all the hope
That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
And it did because of me
God, take back the wrong in my life, keep this chance going... keep me alive another day.....
'Cause we both know what its like to be alone, no
I'm sorry I'm so sick, so different. but wasn't this intended? I'm sorry that my poetry is my torn up life, a way to feel it, a way to know it, an escape. That that is my blood, my soul. I'm sorry my attention isn't good. But dont toucher me because i am wrong because im stupid. Because i think this way. Tell me I'm wrong.. I'll believe you......
This is because I can spell confusion with a K
and I like it
I'm sorry I feel like this... I'm sorry I made you feel like that......
But this time I'm alone, and I don't see those stars
I'm not your star?
Isn't that what you said
What you thought this song meant
You thought this song meant
I'm sorry... I just I am.....
I will always be..... forgive me?
This is to a girl who got into my head
With all these pretty things she did
 xxarealeexx · Fri May 16, 2008 @ 02:17am · 1 Comments |
