i am gettin' AWAY from a hell called: REALITY. c...gaia is MY getaway from it...irl?? i am (or i WANT to b known as) "The Colombian Freak" most likely...ppl ALREADY call me that! or even WORSE names! gaia ish my getaway, u c, i MAY have tru friendz now...but u'll c...they'll just FINALLY realize that i am not very entertaining...just lyk those B4 'em...new york was HELL 4 me! friendz one yr. & the tehn next, i was 4GOTTEN! c...ppl DON'T c the REAL, TRU side o' me irl bcuz all THEY wanna c is the DARKER, more ANGER side of me...& for wut?? 4 their OWN entertainment! i am a puppet 4 those ppl! i am a CLOWN! but, that's only bcuz they ALL think i am a "poser" or, lyk u, "dramatic". my b/f fell in love w/ me cuz he SAW my personality BLOSSOM over teh internet....that's how we met...thru here, gaia! gaia has been my remedy for the past yr. & a 1/2....my ONLY getaway! here, i feel popular! the way i CAN'T feel irl...i am an OUTCAST in skool & TRUST me, i TRY my best 2 b as popular as i am on gaia irl, but...that will NEVA happen! both of my siblings r the popular ones...me? i am the unlucky one for bein' the middle child...for being the oddball...& lately...that's wut i'v been feelin' from this palace...an OUTCAST! but...as (& IF) any1 has read when i'm on the roof thinkin' (lyk Roach 4 an example) i have been doin' a LOT o' thinkin'....& it was 2 c if i wanted 2 leave this place....as u van c....i SUCCEDED. so, this ish my TRU reason 4 bein' on gaia.
HeartSeeker Lea · Fri Aug 12, 2005 @ 11:04pm · 3 Comments |