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~Positivity, like everything can die.
Untitled Confusion.
It's been a hard day for me you know...
all I want is a warm hug, there where I would stay... not letting go...
Well, I hurt people today too.
Just shows how much of a stupid dumbass kind of person I can be. What the frick is wrong with me?! I'm not usually like this... I hide this. I can continue to if I really tried, right?RIGHT???????????????????????????????????????!
I guess this is just some emotions that were trapped in me for such a long time already... Like a volcano when the magma inside it is too hot, is has to erupt. Sorry to everyone, especially to someone...
Well, one thing noticed today is that hardly anyone takes me seriously...
What the hell. That sucks like bull crap right?! I mean c'mon, when you're already crying and ask a person if you trust them, you wouldn't expect an answer like "It's up to you to decide"...
I mean, c'mon. Everyone might not be an expert or anything but seriously.... I... I don't even know if I messed up or I'm just defending myself.... icon_cry.gif
I'm so confused........... about the little things and the small things too....
why can't everyone just be real...?
This is what I mean when I say life's complicated... I... I understand it more when things like these happen to me... because I believe that after every fall of Pain, comes real maturity....

-I dunno if I'm sorry, but forgive me.....


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  • User Comments: [17]
    janyolski
    Community Member





    Sat Aug 23, 2008 @ 07:45am


    i can see frustration and VMS written all over this entry...
    hmmm...
    i just love hanging around your journal..
    i always manage to discover something new..
    xd
    well i won't bother asking questions since this is already a very old entry..
    it's the past..
    i won't bother starting up a conversation about it..
    3nodding


    Moonlight_Dancero9
    Community Member





    Sat Aug 23, 2008 @ 10:05am


    haha, hang around all you want...
    there isn't anyone here, anyway xd
    I don't think I remember why I wrote this o.o
    haha!


    janyolski
    Community Member





    Sat Aug 23, 2008 @ 11:30am


    hahahaha...
    okay..
    you have a weak memory!!!!!
    =pinches cheek=
    like me!!!
    yay!!!
    mrgreen
    =hugs=
    i will hang around..
    don't worry..


    Moonlight_Dancero9
    Community Member





    Mon Aug 25, 2008 @ 06:00am


    EEE!
    My cheek! it's reddd @___@
    you have a weak memory too? o.o
    haha xd cool!


    janyolski
    Community Member





    Sat Aug 30, 2008 @ 05:31pm


    yes..
    but in my case i could memorize a page for 5 minutes..
    then the next 5 minutes, every thing's gone..
    xd


    Moonlight_Dancero9
    Community Member





    Sun Aug 31, 2008 @ 08:54am


    Hahaha xd
    that's very unfortunate then!!!


    janyolski
    Community Member





    Fri Sep 05, 2008 @ 05:22pm


    i agree..
    crying


    Moonlight_Dancero9
    Community Member





    Fri Sep 05, 2008 @ 05:24pm


    So practically it's like hypocrisy because you're only stuffing things temporarily, not really learning anything sad
    ...my problem too crying


    janyolski
    Community Member





    Fri Sep 12, 2008 @ 04:11pm


    yep..
    but you know..
    when the lesson is really something i could use in the future...
    then i would try to always remember it..
    n_n


    Moonlight_Dancero9
    Community Member





    Sat Sep 13, 2008 @ 05:07pm


    ..That's really good 3nodding
    I should try it xD
    well, I often remember things more often when I research about it... ><
    not really when I listen in class..


    janyolski
    Community Member





    Mon Oct 13, 2008 @ 11:14am


    3nodding
    i kinda guessed that..

    xd
    yep..


    Moonlight_Dancero9
    Community Member





    Tue Oct 14, 2008 @ 12:29pm


    Biology is sooo boring @____@!


    janyolski
    Community Member





    Wed Oct 15, 2008 @ 07:59am


    xd

    tell me bout it...

    rolleyes

    i like social studies !!! >w<

    and i'm starting to like math...

    and the torture !! xd

    seriously...

    i didn't feel all soggy and lifeless like how i used to right after exams for math...

    but today was mrgreen


    Moonlight_Dancero9
    Community Member





    Wed Oct 15, 2008 @ 01:33pm


    That's really good!
    I love math >w<
    It's amazing!


    janyolski
    Community Member





    Tue Nov 04, 2008 @ 06:51pm


    i know xd

    i don't hate math that much anymore...


    Moonlight_Dancero9
    Community Member





    Wed Nov 05, 2008 @ 07:55am


    Yaaay! You can relate to meee >w<
    wheee~
    pignitooo!


    janyolski
    Community Member





    Fri Nov 21, 2008 @ 05:34am


    xd

    pignita ??

    =wulang magawa ! natripang pumunta sa journal mo=


    User Comments: [17]
     
     
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