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i really need to get some friends that are a bit more happy. It seem like everyone i get close to gets overly depressed in some way. Like today for instance. My friend who lives on the other side of the country attempted suicide. I came online and she had taken 3 bottles of whatever kind of pill she was trying to OD on. And nobody that knew her that I know as well was on so i had to talk her out of having the other two bottles and go to a ******** hospital...finally she did and apparently shes fine although i havent talked to her since. Its so hard to be there for someone when they are so far away. Im just glad she listened to me. sad