it doesnt matter if you hate me. i really could care less. i use peoples hate and dislike of me as a way to make me stronger. you can call me names. try everything in your power to hurt me. but im never gonna break down. because i know thats what you want. instead i take whatever you throw at me and use it to make me stronger. because i know that there are bigger threats in this world than you. harder things that im going to have to overcome. times where im going to have to be strong for the ones i love. times where i have to put all my troubles behind me and focus on helping those that really need my help. i know that theres going to be times where im going to want to craw into a ball and die. or go to a corner and cry thinking that crying will make it all go away. when deep inside i know thats not going to help. i always try to be strong for everyone close to me. if i know theres something wrong and ask you if everythings okay please dont say "oh its nothing" or "oh dont worry about it" or "its not important" or something like that.
one because it makes me feel useless. two it makes me feel like a terrible friend. and three i know something is wrong. no matter how much you try and hide it.
 destasaur · Mon Apr 07, 2008 @ 01:18am · 1 Comments |
