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It came rather fast. I'd prepared myself for some hardwork and getting-it-togetherness. And really, I've turned in all of my work. Everything's finished, I'm on task, and it feels great.
Also, it made me realize how small things are. I mean like me, and people, and all the little things that people make huge. How we're all working towards a goal when some of us don't even notice, or don't even care. My own goal is to get older, have a family, and be happy. So I guess you could say I kind of want to go to college and stuff, get a good job, things like that. Even though it seems a small acomplishment to others. What are your goals?
I got my new book, Maximum Ride: The Final Warning and read it in 4 hours last night. It was pretty good, although I was a little disappointed in how the author really only focused on saving the world from global warming. It's not that I don't believe in it, becuase I do. It's a big problem that we're gonna have to face in the future and it isn't looking pretty. But... the story didn't really have as much action. Or adventure. It was just, "fly here, do crap, save world, make speech, argue, blah blah blah." I really don't think it was the best of the books.
This week has been short. My whole life feels like it's been short. This entire year seems to have flown by and I feel like there's a big chunk missing. I know there's still three months of school left but still even that feels like it'll fly by like nothing. -Sighness.- I'm tired. Of... this dismal greyness. And my mother. And my sister. And my nana. And my school. And of this freaking theeth ache (yes, teeth, all of them) that won't let me drink or eat anything cold/cool without serious waves of pain flowing through my head. My dad used to tease me that maybe my constant headaches (I have one maybe... every day or so. Even now. I just learned to ignore most of them.) were because I had a brain tumor and was going to die. Maybe he's right. I just wish it would go away.
I feel numb. I'm getting tired of these grey clouds. I wish it would warm up. Then maybe I could take a walk like I did yesterday. I think I'd like to explore a little allyway I found. I'll get into trouble, probably, but I don't care. I just need some fresh air. I think everyone does. And I really, really hope summer doesn't fly by as fast as the rest of everything else. I want summer to last forever, really. If it were possible to let everyone on summer break, never have to get anything done, just to relax all of the time.... it would be the best dream I ever had. Even better than when I was beating up guys in my dream the other day. It was all Maximum Ride. I had wings like the flock, and there were big thug guys Erasers They were trying to keep me and my family (a bunch of people I didn't know that I had found) locked up. But we fought back. I was in this room with the leader of the thugs that had a bunch of weights that you put onto the weight lifty bar things. I took two, lugged them at him, he caught them, and before he could throw them back and while his hands were full I took a third oneand crashed it down on his head. And he didn't die. He took one he had in his hand and crushed my knee with it. I was way outmatched for this though guy. So I gathered all of the family I could find and took off out of the cave and flew over the ocean into the night. I was so tired though, that I couldn't fly any further. I let myself fall, down towards the ocean. Everything went dark and the only thing I knew was that I was immersed in the cold, dark ocean. I couldn't find the surface. And then I woke up.
It's funny, but the only times I have dreams is when I'm sick. Oh well. Gotta go.
 bittersweet93 · Fri Mar 28, 2008 @ 11:28pm · 0 Comments |
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