This isn't something I haven't felt before...so I'm not confused in that aspect. I just feel...so betrayed. What I don't know is that if it's something recent, or if my old memories are just rearing their ugly heads. All I do know is that I'm really angry...and really hurt.
I can't help but feel that I've done something wrong. I feel like I've done something to push away the person I'm closest to...and now I sit here, wondering what in the world it could have been. Well, this shouldn't be too hard.
1. I over react to everything. 2. I'm annoying. 3. I make a big deal out of nothing. 4. I have violent mood swings. 5. I'm way too blunt and tend to be hurtful, even though it goes against my so-called "nature." 6. I can never seem to get over things that happened a long time ago.
I guess...I just answered my own question.
Hurrah.
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Chibi Pierceye · Mon Mar 24, 2008 @ 03:45am · 0 Comments |