I've never really had it come as strong as this before... And it makes me wonder, Why does he want me? I'm...not the best he can get... And it hurts thinking about someday I'll let him down... And...That will be a horrid day... So I dont know what to do... I dont want to leave him, and hope he'll find someone better than me... Because if I ever see his new other... It'll make me feel like I just did the most foolish thing in my life. But then again, If I stay... I'm afraid there will be someone else... And I'm keeping him from being with them... Not to mention how...I'm not really good at anything... I dont know if I'll ever be able to truly help him... I'd probably just make his life harder... I dont know... I try not to think about it... But... The thoughts always come back... leaving doubts in my mind... And a weakness in my heart... ...
Broken-Reiko · Wed Mar 05, 2008 @ 08:31pm · 0 Comments |