I wanted to go to this Mika Concert, okay?
It was going to be on Valentines Day, I would miss two days of school to see it, but I would be with a responsible grown-up and a group of totally-awesome, best-folks-you-could-ask-to-be-with friends.
My mom had doubts. Her intuition was telling her "don't let her go".
So....come Thursday Night, the night of her official answer.
Which she din't give me out right.
I was watching Fantasia, the old one, not the 2001 one.
I had just finished the Greek Mythology section, with the winged horses and centaurs and drunk, happy fat guy and the next segment was the scary one I didn't like.
Mom came to the door.
The horned-evil devil guy came out of the mountain.
Mom gave me my report card. She said it wasn't too bad, just one C, but she wasn't happy about it and asked me how I got it. I responded with my usual (kind of quiet, no real answer. Shrug. I don't know. But, honestly, i did know. It was my homework. I don't like my math teacher at all. So most of the time I "forget" to do my homeowrk.)
SHe was about to leave...and I kind of sort of asked her....since my grades were alright....could I....?
She got the point.
And began her freakin' "Bad Feeling About This" speech. (by the way, I hate Star Wars for planting that phrase in her brain. I truely and deeply hate it right now.)
The short version of her speech was No. You can't go.
I hate this one thing about myself a lot.
I couldn't say anything to her.
I couldn't fight back.
I couldn't argue my point.
Because I'm not that type of person, okay?
I can't fight back.
She...said no, so that's like the final answer.
Regis wouldn't ever ask her "Is that you final answer?" because he would know because she is one scarey lady sometimes and you dont ask her questions when she is scarey.
And the entire time she was giving me this "No, I have a bad feeling about this, what have you done lately to deserve this, I always have to ask you twice to do the dishes or clean your room and your room isnt even clean and I know your a good kid but you cant go" speech, on the television in my room the Devil Monster thing in the moutain was getting his lttle creatures to do their little creepy dance, everything was exploding, he was evil and stuff.
So basically.... I cant go, and my mom has a knack for giving me bad news when something creepy is on the TV.
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