*yawn*...it'sa too early to be out of bed....it's only like eleven thirty....well anyways,I'm looking for this logo right now....which I'm sure I could recreat in a couple of hours if I can't find what I'm looking for....I mean...it's not like it's hard...I've done it before....oh well,whatever...I'm getting payed so *yawn* I had a really sweet dream last night 3nodding but I'll put it in here latter 'cause I have to find that logo....I think I found it biggrin yay.....that'll save me some time ^_^.
anyways the dream I was talking about...well it started out bad.....as in seeing that b*%#h again....she was suppposed to come and see us and I had plans to go out already (plans that my parents were more than happy to ruin) so I call and cancel the stuff but the person on the other line was like really....sad....so I told them that they had to drop me off anyways and that I didn't care about they're stuff....and surprissingly they did and there wasn't a fight....that was the I heard ot saw of them in that dream (thank ra)....so I get to were I needed to be and everything is fine and bewfore I know it the placxce we were in was like weird but in a good way and I was actually having fun.....then father woke me up by calling on the phone....I wasn't to happy 'bout that....it seemed so real *yawn* I wish I could have stayed there....longer.....forever......
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I'm stuck in this office today ^_^ yay.....just until four then I'll probably leave and go home and we'll do the stuff at midnight.....I've decided not to be home tomorrow.....it'll just be too boring.....so I'll leave.....thats all.
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it's funny that I have that soing stuck in my head.....the song's name? "confession".......I guess alot of stuff don't feel like leaving my mind.....but everything will workout in the end,right?
<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PainfulBliss/1108939663_vanescence.JPG" border="0" alt="Give Unto Me"><br>Your Evanescence song is: Give Unto Me<br>A person you care deeply about is in mental<br>pain. You don't really understand why, but<br>somehow helping him/her means more to you than<br>if you was the one in pain. You want to make<br>them feel better but don't really know what to<br>do. This person you care about probably<br>isolates himself and that makes you hurt<br>inside.<br><i>
Place onto me your burden<br>I'll drink your deadly poison</i>
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PainfulBliss/1108926990_vanescence.JPG" border="0" alt="My Immortal"><br>Your Evanescence song is: My Immortal<br>Memories of a time with a lost person consumes<br>you. You remember him/her so clearly and you<br>are tired of being a victim to your thoughts.<br>You are depressed because of all this, but you<br>just can't seem to let it go. Apperantly this<br>person meant the world to you and made you very<br>happy. You hope that one day he/she will return<br>to you, and you will live happily ever after.<br>But your mind tells you it's not going to<br>happen. You need to let go in order to find<br>peace.<br><i>
These wounds won't seem to heal<br>This pain is just too real</i>
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so...we couldn't finish the stuff but I did get something out of today.....*sigh* yeah,working with my bro is never boring.....or calm......I just feel like I could beat his friend and just be mad at the world right now...........I've cryed all day today......mainly 'cause of the fact that I found out the reason why I've had the feeling of something bad is going to happen......*sigh* I just wanna.........
I which I could either be of any use or dissapear......theres way to many thoughts in my head and I can't even talk on the phone without wanting to cry from what I heard today........I wish I could help the people that I care for
 yamiruri · Mon Jul 11, 2005 @ 04:31pm · 0 Comments |
