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wow.. that waz interesting... were u at ur cousins when u wrote this?? it... it.. well.. it just doesn't seem like u... it's sooo.... soo... girly! yet not.. yet.. yet... luvy and sappy! i think u shud go with the romance novelist author when u get older! u'd b good at it! only thing waz i kinda had some trouble following wat u were saying sometimes.. huh.. lol smile .. but i kno who ur talkin bout!... but so he does like u right? and u said u liked him.... u did! i kno it! but.. i guess u changed ur mind.. oh wellz.. but joey.. ugh.. he's not worth it... he's never coming back! ur 2 good 4 some lazy butt like him.. he's probably sitting at home getting fat! but.. wow.. thats really all i have 2 say bout this.. it's like.. not like u... at all!!.. wow....

MY SIS KNOW's HOW I FEEL
yush it's a painful but yet happy feeling, you hate them but you love them but 2 guys at a time thats really a prob. there's an obsession... maybe guys don't understand... you tell them something, they don't get it ,they don't like when your too deep with them it really makes them feel weird...Yes I should know buy now, I'm way to blunt with the person I like, but yet way to embarrassed when he asks me question that are so simple but so hard to answer.The words I love you are to hard to speak the word "I like you" are way more easier, "I love you" makes you choke "I like you" makes you feel a bit distant, and you can't ever have him to your self because there's always competition to many girls around him, to many guys around him, you feel it's best to not notice, yet you feel it's best to be notice, it's a really confusing emotion I really hate that feeling, but I love it too, being in love means being vulnerable it's testing you, it could be heart breaking or healing it's letting someone see that your not as strong as they think you are letting your guard down.
I used to like someone else I don't know if his memories are the one that make me like the person I do now, or if it's fading away and newer one replacing him it hurts yeah but it's still a nice feeling

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