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Today was slow. Not fun. I'm worried over exams, schedual changes, and new classrooms. I've forgotten what days I get out early or what days I'm off a few weeks from now. Or even if they are a few weeks frm now. And now I'm worried about my schedal for the rest of my highschool life. I need PE credits, and I think I need three. If I do it during the school time, and not during the summer like I had planned, that fills up the rest of my years until senoir year, and that also means that I don't have a whole lot of time to get into some good computer courses or some extra art classes. Also, if I take them during the summer, someone told me it would lower my GPA. Which bothers me a bit. But I'm probably worriying over nothing, right? Oh well. I just shut up and see a conselor. If they even care. I had some bad school experiences, and I pray this school turns out to be better than them.
I came home around 5. I ate dinner. And I hopped online for about an hour and 30 minutes. Then I logged off, of my own free will too. Yes, I'm worried as well. I curled up in my room under my black comforter and just sat there. After a while, I leaned over and fell asleep. Until now, or at least, 10 minutes ago, at 8:20. I woke up. My mother all of a sudden seems bothered by this, and tells me not to go out of my room, and to go back ot bed. I was hungry. I got some cereal. Then I headed towards the computer and she awakened that mean streak that I've had for about a week. She told me that I wasn't allowed to go and I simply told her in the coldest voice I could muster, "I am going to get on the computer now." I got the computer, but it makes me realize that I've really been mean lately. I have no idea why. I just started snapping and saying mean things to everyone. I have no idea why. But these stupid, stinky dogs that aren't even mine are bothering me. Terribly. I wanna kick them sometimes. And you might be sitting there going, "-Gasp!- She so cruel!" But understand this: There are just some things I hate.
1] Dogs
2] People who disturb me (As in people walking up to me when I'm on the computer griping, "Do thisthisthis thatthatthat" wink
3] Feet
4] Bugs
And any combination of any of those things could have me wanting to rip your throught out. Especially the first two. I had Rachel walk up to me and put a dog in my face saying, "Awh, he was crying," and giving me that stupid baby face of hers. I told her to get the heck away from me, and that I didn't want the dogs anywhere near me.
I think I have gotten sick. Sick with something called "Just Plain Mean And Aggitated With Some Bitchyness Thrown In"
I'm going back to sleep now.
 bittersweet93 · Thu Jan 10, 2008 @ 02:49am · 0 Comments |
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