Well this is something i've been thinking about for quite some time now. See a couple months ago the love of my life and i broke up. I'm not entirely sure what happened and i probably never will know but thats not the topic here. The real problem is i'm currently in another relationship but im having trust issues. I probably shouldn't be dating at all since my heart hasn't fully recovered, and i doubt it ever will. See the girl im with now claims she loves me with all her heart and those words are so familiar to me. I really do want to believe what she is saying is true and i want to try and show her that maybe i love her too.....but do i? Do i really love this girl? Or am i afraid to say i love her because the feelings i have for my ex won't let me? Are these old feelings preventing me from loving ever again? I'm seriously confused right now. Yes, i still love my ex and i always will until the day i die but is that love i have for her preventing me from telling my new gf that i love her? Somewhere deep inside me i do want to tell her i love her and actually mean it but im afraid to have my heart broken again......especially when its still very fragile. Should i really be dating again so soon or should i just tell the new girl i need some time to work things out?
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