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Hello everybody!! I'm sure those who are students are back in schoolX) Isn't it exciting? Just thinking about making new friends, meeting new teachers and having more fun than ever in another wonderful yearXD
Okay okay!! Just face the truth that school isn't ALL THAT GOOD. Getting up so early in the morning isn't really my cup of tea. Then having to squeeze on the train, balance on the bus and face all the people's black faces just makes it even worse. What's more?! The complexity of the societal inter-personal realationships is JUST SO WONDEFUL(recognise that sarcasm!). I hate it when you have to put on a mask facing people whom you just can't get along with. It's just so fake. But when you're there, standing on solid grounds, having their voices and incessant chattings flow through your ears, you just HAVE to believe your back to school and this IS reality!! Irritating... And imagine this: people in a class, forming cliques and groups of people sit in a circle while a few are simple left OUT! It's just ironical and simply wierd to the extremest means of unexplainable when you are like looking at all this? I don't know... I have friends and made friends... Some that I just can't get along, as in you know it when you look at a person and go "we are not going to get along" that kind of feeling. Not that I'm biased but I'm really sensitive and catches these kind of things really fast. THE PROBLEM IS I simply hate the mask part!! I'm the kind who's straightforward, but I hide that part as much as I can like thinking efore talking, I really THINK!! Okay, but I'm REALLY DEEP-DOWN straightforward so I sometimes show my feelings on the face. But thats usually when exams round the corners or I'm just being very ME? Normally, I'm cool...
Okay, shall just focus on other stuff... Oh! And forgetting to mentioned, I have the worst teachers ever. As in the homework part. My class, and ONLY mine, GET TO DO (quoted from the teachers), a chinese essay about yourself on the 2nd day of school, commonwealth essay on the 3rd AND GREAT! We of all people have a TEST next Monday?! Like wth, its the second week and 4th day of school?!?! The INJUSTICE of all this!!
Anyway, all these just make me want to go back to Shanghai. It felt relaxing and just at ease there... I can't describe the feeling of that release of pressure and from everything Okay, maybe just go anywhere EXCEPT SINGAPORE... I will miss my friends and family and everything that KEEPS ME ALIVE in singapore. But I really feel trapped. And the feeling to be free is just so great. If only singapore adapted a more american style of school, things would be happier. Like less stressful?
Okay, to round things up: SCHOOL + SINGAPORE= STRESS
 Fate-J · Fri Jan 04, 2008 @ 02:29pm · 1 Comments |
