I.
HATE.
BEING.
SICK.
When I'm sick, I feel like a worthless bag of snot just taking up extra space. I can't do much except lie around like some lazy person and do absolutely nothing.
I just woke up from a nap. It didn't do much. I can barely hold my head up, but I'm so sick of just sitting or lying on the couch. I'm angry with myself that I can't do more. My mom was the one who insisted that I stay home from school again today. If she hadn't put her foot down, I would have been at school--pushing through the day, never knowing when to quit...over-exerting myself until I finally crash. I've always been like that.
Right now, I just feel like a failure.
I love how I catch a cold or develop a sinus infection or whatever the heck it is that I have...the very week before finals. As if I didn't feel stressed enough. I have so many things to take care of...and not enough time to do so...I don't have the time to try and kick this sickness in the butt because I have prior obligations and things to worry about. I can't place myself above any of those things until they are all addressed.
No matter what my mom says, or what anyone else says, I'm dragging my sick a** to school tomorrow, even if I have to stock up on Day-Quil and tea. >>;
 Chibi Pierceye · Tue Dec 11, 2007 @ 11:37pm · 1 Comments |
