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In a rather bad mood recently. (Not to mentioned being hacked by people who I thought...) NVM! Now I'm thrown with choices since Coach (and I mean the rightful and respectful one) came back... She told me she understand how I had felt all this while with the other new coach who doesn't really know how to coach people like me...Bleh, yeah... So she is telling me she wants me to feel important and to come for training regularly (yes I've been pon-ning due to some no many people). Yup, so she is putting me in Dajiti(B-div team, group) and is putting me in-charged. Like what! With two other bachmates whom Coach PERSONALLY don't like and with a senior who hates me and another senior who is dying for me to quit?! I mean what is this?! Moreover, it isn't a school (not mentioning which) tradition for a junior to be in-charge over a senior! The seniors are going to be so pissed at me when they find out. But that isn't the problem, as yet. I had, not too long ago, put my heart down and made a decision to leave the team that I don't think needs me nor have me to join(hopefully) choir. It's not me but oh wells, life can't always go your way. At least my bestie is there and things can't get any worser than this. So now really in a dilemma whether to leave or stay. One part of me can't bear to leave gym but the other part of me just want to get as far away from it as possible. Argh!! Okays, I'm getting REALLY moody now. I think I shall just end here...
 Fate-J · Tue Dec 04, 2007 @ 03:48pm · 1 Comments |
