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Currently listening to: I wish My BGF didn't like me, because I like his friend, STBB, and now everyone knows and I think I am gonna go hide for a few days because I can't stand it, it's tearing my APART!
My randomness: But I can't because I think it's STBB's birthday tomorrow, and I can't miss it because I like him and it would be morally terrible to miss the person you like's birthday, even if you're not together.
Key:
BGF: Best guy friend
STBB: Soon-to-be-boyfriend
*Names are not mentioned due to fact that they may be reading this*
My BGF likes me.
Ok, it all started about six years ago...
I was a shy little girl of six years. I cried all the time. That concluded my first grade year.
Then came second grade. Since I got into TAG, I made wonderful new friends. It was nice. That year, I actually met BGF.
Ok, ummmmmmmmm, skip to about sixth grade, Around November to be exact. Me and BGF were pretty tight, Of course he was into all the cute girls, while I was happily being single. Until in art class I met STBB. I know he was a considerable guy to be with, but not exactly with his other girlfriends. But I didn't care, I knew someday STBB would be mine.
I liked him for about eight months, until I realized I didn't need a boyfriend. Two months later, i started befriending him more, which made me realize the time I spent with him last year in art. That's when I liked STBB again.
But at the same time, BGF was being super annoying. Like not treating his girlfriend(s) very nicely. I remember in like fourth grade when he was just a bit considerable, but not like STBB now.
STBB is in three of my classes. BGF is in one. I am starting to ride STBB's bus. I might be riding it from now on soon. They both come to Honors Orchestra on Mondays, but STBB leaves first with my other friend. STBB and BGF are very good friends. Man, this is gonna be tough. But tomorrow, Mi amiga Tori is going to ask STBB if he likes me. I'm prepared to throw up any minute now.
Oops, I forgot how I got to know BGF likes me. My friend told me. She's like, "Go out with him!! Dont break his heart!"
I'm like, "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. It'll ruin our friendship!" I mean it would, totally. But if I'm with STBB, it wouldn't be as bad. It's almost backwards; go out with someone who you didn't know as long.
After finding out BGF liked me, I told myself I would ignore hime for about 3-5 days. This would have totally work, until BGF asserted himself to talk to me. All I said was, "Hey.Hey.Hey.HEY.Bye."
WHAT ELSE WAS I SUPPOSE TO SAY!?!
But the funny thing was, Anna thought my other friend who has the same name as BGF thought he asked me. I'm like, "Heck to the NO!" What the heck was she thinking!! But the sad part is, EVERYONE KNOWS.
On top of that, I CAN'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND YET!!
So, that was my day. You know, it wasn't even a whole day, IT WAS A HALF DAY.
I think I'm gonna take some scream therapy soon...
heart ,
S i n a i
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