Ive had so many losses
and it hurts to think about them.
i lost my sister, i lost a part of me...
I hope that shes resting in piece.
sitting here hoping that i dont lose the other,
or one of my brothers.
so many losses...
but yet so many gains,
ive had so many pain
yet so many happines.
yes lifes been hell,
but its getting better...
so many losses yet so many gains...
i know for sure that my friends help
heal my pains...but...
i cant help to think of my ofther muskateer....
it was Kristine,Diego, and me....
then one day a tradgedy happened....
....I lost my friend to a car accident...
hes still here but hes just not the same
I regreat not going to see him in the hospital
that day...
we WERE The Three Muskateers...
now were only two.
So many losses yet so many gains....
out of all those people that Ive lost
Ive made twice as much
even though...
I still feel crushed.
Ive had so many losses...
yet so many gains...
for example I left my past behind
and started a new
gaining things little by little gained a few
not so much bothers me anymore and
im glad that im happy now.
I love everything and
express myself in a
whole different way
and I see the world in
a whole new new way and
I love that I dont cry too many tears of pain
anymore
Instead now I cry tears when I laugh to hard.
So many losses y many gains....!!!!This song was made in memory of my little sister. She passed away acouple of years ago. And this song is also made for my little sister that is mentaly ill, shes the cutest little thing u could ever hug whee 3nodding . And this was also made for my friends all of them, my friends have changed my life for the better and i just want to say THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!this was also made for my family...(thats if they even care..) well yeah hope u guys like it and if u think it needs some work then tell me and i will fix it....well talk to u guys later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! biggrin
 nelly uchiha · Fri Nov 16, 2007 @ 01:00am · 12 Comments |
