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	yamiruri's Journal description of my yournal??....ok.....um.....I guess I'll talk about junk that I like (like anime and junk).....I'll really be using it more like a real journal would be used


.......ok,this is interesting. I really don't feel like writting but I'm doing it anyways (there are so many wrong things with me sweatdrop ).....I was hoping that by the time I woke up,that things would have been just a horrible dream....but they weren't....I want to cry but the tears won't fall. I want to run away from this place and be left alone but at the same time I want to stay and confront this. I wish it were all a dream.....the fact that I cried on the phone,the fact that I can't do anything again....the fact that it was me who did this.....it was all my fault...just like before....I was the one who sent him to his grave and now this.....it's all my fault......it's all my fault. I was the one that told everyone the day/month/year.....even the week....I'm the one to blame....I hate this....myself most of all.....I just want....I just want to be wrong for once......and if I'm not then I'll leave everyone.....I don't want to hurt or be hurt myself anymore. everyone is better off without me anyways. no one will miss me......I'm sure they can move on......I just want to be alone. ****** sigh now I understand what she meant....irony bites like a rabid monkey,I hate this....I wish Icould be the one to pay....not anyone else....grrrr....I hate myself for this....I wish I hadn't called,I just make things worse sighI'm off.....to somewere...anywere.....I just need to.......I don't know......latter (if I survive myself that is smirk) yamiruri · Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:06pm · 0 Comments


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