*sigh*ok,I need to writte just so I won't go crazy.....a little warning to annyone who might read this....this is going to be a bit depressing (I think,don't quote me though 'cause my mind is a bit @_@ like that right now) before I start...kitty and vampire (and nature if your there) don't read this...please,'cause there are high chances that it might be ....you know.
*takes deep breath*.....were do I start?guess I could start by taking all the anger that I have built up,off.
but for some reason I don't think that it would be a good idea right now.
maria,I know I said I wasn't gonna spread this (and I'm not,especially since you never come here anyways)....anyways I wanna apologies ta ya right now....for writting this but....what we talked about last night really messed me up (that and the music that I happened to listened to afterwards wasn't exactly the best choice).
about yesterday.....you made me remember how I used to feel.....I was just like you are now,and here I though that you would never break....I know that even the strongest persons need to cry and I know that you guys had been on and off for so long but its killing me on the inside not being able to help you any better...I know you said that I helped you by just listening but I feel so useless right now.....just like back then....I know how you feel 'cause I felt it too,remember that time I showed up and you were all staring at me cause I looked like a mess? I was feeling the same why you are now and I wish I could help you more 'cause it truly hurts to think that ....no...to know that you've met your soulmate and then to have that person being taken away from you.....I know the feeling.....I'm still in pain too....thats why I stoped believing......that was ofcourse until those 3 showed up *smirk* sure one of them is to shy to say anything but I still feel her.....I know she's there.....I hope....I hope that I can think of something to make you happy soon....I hate seeing you sad.....but I am glad you think of me as your little sister *smirk*.........
 yamiruri · Mon Jun 06, 2005 @ 01:58am · 0 Comments |
